La vie est belle ps HAPPY HALLOWEEN

i flow using no capitalization, so just sit tight and deal with that. the world today is beautiful, gloomy, cloudy, rainy,wet. it finally feels like fall. oh it's also halloween. it just doesn't feel like it to me because i have a test in bio today and a paper due, which sadly i didn't finish and i will be turning it in late. ;( so ive been so caught up in that that i haven't had time to plan halloween at all, which is a shame since it is my favorite holiday. i was thinking of putting a costume together tonight last minute, something moon goddess-y.
last night at midnight i had to take my boyfriend to the hospital because he could not breathe. turns out he has nasty old bronchitis. bleeh. the scary thing is that he doesnt have insurance and they kept him in the hospital overnight and maybe tonight too. i'm already stressing about the bills for him. why is it so expensive and complicated to be taken care of when you can't breathe? it's inhuman. so frustrating.

the energy towards the election is so climactic right now. everyone feels it. i don't know what to think of it anymore. the fact that we are so divided as a country just makes me feel so sad and hopeless. why can't we all just be human beings together? why do we have to separate and form groups and hate on other groups? it disgusts me. WE ARE ALL ONE. the sooner everyone sees this the faster we can all heal and start living a more beautiful life, together, as the human race.