...and here i am, one year later...so much has changed...strange times...
i am now a single mother. the baby daddy bailed. ya. i can't believe it either. i can't believe that's the kind of person i got involved with. and how i thought i knew them so well, went through 3 years of mostly really good times, made a child toghether, so many beautiful experiences...and he didn't just walk away, but the way it happened..the way he ended it...horrendous. i'll just say that. brutal. asshole. those words come to mind. really??? really?!? apparently so.
as far as how i'm coping, well there are good days and bad days. what hurts the most is how he seems to have completely forgotten about us, considering i have to remind him to keep in touch. so sad. and when i get mad and sad and upset about it, he just gets mad at me. there is no solution, no winning with him. in his mind, what he does is perfectly fine and makes perfect sense, and my being upset is just really inconvenient for him. he's just trying to have a good time, i'm sure. like always. the biggest loser in this, is Liam, and...i don't know if i can talk about that without breaking down. travis himself was abandoned by his parents. so i thought he'd be the last person i the world to pull something like that.

it's ok though, because Liam's got an awesome mommy, who shows him enough love for 100 mommies and daddies combined. not to mention his very loving and adoring grandparents, and aunty and the rest of his huge extended family.